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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:12:50 GMT -5
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:18:19 GMT -5
Between Darkness and Light Written by: Ellen Fleischer Cover by: Ramon Villalobos Proofread by: Kathy Brignole, paxtonfoist, and Debbie Reed
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:19:13 GMT -5
Chicken and Rice recipe from Second Helpings, Please! Montreal Jewish Women International of Canada (Mount Sinai Chapter 1091, Montreal). Page 62.
“Somewhere In Between” written by Phil Vassar. Performed by Phil Vassar on his Phil Vassar CD (Arista, 2000).
The Adventures of Dan and Sam written by Phyllis Yingling. Published by Vangar Press.
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:19:41 GMT -5
There's a crossroad up ahead I'm just not there yet I'm
Somewhere in between in the middle Of the darkness and the light All I can see is the hazy gray Between the black and white
--Phil Vassar, “Somewhere In Between”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:21:57 GMT -5
Chapter 12: Between Darkness and Light “Let him set the pace,” Gordon cautioned. “If all goes well, this will be the first of many weekend passes. Don’t try to plan everything.” Dick, Barbara and Cass nodded, as Gordon continued. “He might want to walk around outside and get his bearings back. He might just want to stay here. Either way’s fine.” Barbara cleared her throat. “Then, maybe we should eat in, instead of going out to celebrate.” “With a seven o’clock curfew in effect,” Gordon agreed, “that’s probably a good idea.” “Seven?” Cass wrinkled her forehead. “But… traffic. What if there’s… delay?” “If he isn’t back at the apartment by curfew,” Dick said slowly, “he’ll have to notify the probation officer assigned to his case that he’s running late. If he doesn’t, then Arkham—or, more likely, that probation officer—will inform the police, and there’ll be a warrant issued for his arrest. They’re not going to listen to excuses.” The younger woman considered that for a moment, before stating her verdict. “Not fair.” “No,” Dick confirmed. “It’s not. But that’s how it is, and that’s what we have to deal with. As far as patrol goes, I’ve been talking with Vic over the last few days. The Titans have gotten a few new members, and Cyborg thinks its time to see if they’re as effective a team in the field as they’ve been in the training room. So, I’m flying down to ‘Frisco this weekend to brief them on what to expect, because they’ll be monitoring Gotham that weekend.” “Tim too?” Cass demanded. Dick nodded. “Unless he begs off. And I don’t think Vic’s going to let him. I know I wouldn’t, if it were my call. Catwoman and Arsenal are going to be active as well,” he continued. “And if the Titans run into something major, they’re prepared to lend a hand.” He looked around the room. “I’m not saying I’ll always stay home when Bruce is on a pass,” he said. “But this is his first one, and I’m taking a night off.” There were no protests. “Right,” Dick said. “So, getting back to the original point, we don’t treat Bruce like he’s made of glass, just…” “Deal with his issues the way we dealt with mine when we were planning a vacation,” Barbara said flatly. “Don’t discuss any limitations or restrictions unless they’re absolutely relevant, or I… or in this case he brings them up. For the rest of it, we just treat him like we always did. Don’t walk on eggshells to avoid mentioning ‘the A-word’, but don’t constantly allude to it either.” She grinned. “Exactly the way we deal with this chair,” she added, tapping her armrest for emphasis, “and precisely where it can and can’t go in the Pyrenees.”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:24:05 GMT -5
Dick was leaning against the car, by the front entrance of the asylum when the orderlies escorted Bruce outside. Bruce pulled his coat a bit more tightly around him as a wind started up. He was wearing the sweater that Jim had bought him over one of the heavy cotton shirts that someone had given him at Christmas. The gifts of clothing had unfortunately run to tops, socks, and outerwear, so Arkham was supplementing his wardrobe with its normal discharge clothing. Bruce tried to recall the last time he’d worn jeans when he hadn’t been under cover. The times that he’d gone camping with Dick, had he… no, he’d worn trailhikers on those trips.
He sighed inwardly. He didn’t really have any other options. He’d been arrested in costume and arrived at Arkham in a hospital gown. The clothing he’d borrowed from the shelter had been returned there. It was the jumpsuit or the jeans. Even if the denim fabric was a bit stiff, the jeans were unquestionably the better choice. The cut of the legs was loose enough so that the pants fit easily over the ankle monitor. They’d strapped that on him this morning. Afterwards, Bruce found it impossible to get comfortable. The band didn’t actually weigh very much, but every time he moved his leg, he remembered that the thing was there. It was a humiliating awareness.
Dick’s face lit up when he saw Bruce walk toward him. Without a word, he opened the passenger door. Bruce got in quickly. “Drive,” he said as soon as the younger man sat down.
“Can I get my seatbelt on first?” Dick asked. He grinned. “They’re not going to change their minds if we take an extra minute.”
“I realize that,” Bruce said sharply, as Dick clicked the belt into place. “Drive.”
Dick obeyed. “Did you want to do anything special this weekend?” He asked. “Or now? We could drive around the city or—or go up to the Manor, if you like.”
The Manor. Bruce was silent for a moment. “How are things there?” he asked. “I mean… has anything changed?”
Dick frowned for a moment. Then understanding dawned. “Well, the police were over at the house a lot at first, when it looked like there was going to be a trial. They tore the place apart trying to find evidence.”
“They never found the cave,” Bruce said. “I remember you told me that.”
Dick nodded. “They never found the cave because I set charges to seal off most of the entrances. I kept the one behind the Zesti billboard—actually, they changed it; it’s a SunDollars ad right now—and I left the cracks alone so the bats could get out to hunt. Even if somebody had found a way in, I think we did a pretty good job of clearing out anything they could have used. I had to destroy the Crays, though. Didn’t want to take a chance that someone would be able to restore the memory if I’d only wiped them.”
“Good call,” Bruce said. “So, is everything the way the police left it?”
Dick shook his head. “Tim, Cass and I went over one day, after we knew for sure that the charges had been dropped and the cops wouldn’t be back. We straightened up.”
The traffic light shifted from amber to red and Dick stopped to wait. That was when it hit him what Bruce really wanted to find out. “We… I didn’t know whether you wanted us to go through Alfred’s things, or whether it was something you’d prefer to do on your own. In the end we… we left the room looking pretty much exactly the way he left it, but we boxed up everything that was in the dresser drawers and closet. It’s in the attic now, any time you want to sort through it.”
Bruce made sure that the light was in no imminent danger of changing before he placed a hand on Dick’s forearm. “Thanks,” he said simply. “I… realize that couldn’t have been easy for you.”
There wasn’t much that Dick could say to that.
“I should go there,” Bruce admitted. “Maybe next time. And I would like to reacquaint myself with Gotham. But for now, let’s just go…” He let his voice trail off, not sure exactly how to refer to Dick’s apartment.
Dick grinned. “Home, it is.” The light changed. “It’s really great that you could make it,” he added as he shifted the car into drive.
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:25:11 GMT -5
“I should mention before we get upstairs,” Dick said after parking the car, “that there’s… um… one more surprise.” As Bruce started to get out of the car, Dick shook his head. “You might want to stay sitting down for this one.”
Bruce settled back, a questioning look on his face.
A moment later he bounded out of the vehicle, nearly racing for the elevator.
“Take it easy!” Dick exclaimed. “She might not even be there, yet.”
Bruce barely heard him. His thoughts were spinning. Selina had a daughter? He was a father? He had to get upstairs—what floor was the condo on? What should he say? What if…? He stopped so suddenly that Dick nearly bumped into him.
“Hey. You okay?”
Bruce didn’t answer.
“Bruce?”
He turned around slowly. “I… I don’t know if I’m ready for this,” he said quietly.
“This? The weekend?”
Bruce shook his head. “No. I think I can manage that. Selina.”
Wordlessly, Dick clasped his shoulder. Bruce reached up to squeeze his hand. “I understand her reasoning. I respect it. But I don’t know if I’m… if it’s a good thing for me to… renew our… relationship at this moment.”
“Makes sense to me, all things considered,” Dick said.
Bruce nodded. “To me, as well. But, in light of what you’ve just told me, she could read a statement to that effect as a rejection.”
The grip on his shoulder tightened. “Bruce. You’ve been… away for over a year and a half. Do both of yourselves a favor: give her a little credit and cut yourself a little slack. You’ll do fine.” He paused before adding, “And if you need me, I’m right behind you—using you as a human shield in case she pops her claws.”
Bruce shot him a murderous look, but he seemed more relaxed. “I suppose we should go up, then,” he said. “Shall we?”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:27:38 GMT -5
“You don’t mind,” Selina was saying, “that I’m bringing her by this early? I do have errands I need to run. I mean, I could take her along, but—”
Barbara nodded. “You wanted Bruce to get acquainted with her early.”
“Not only that,” Selina agreed. “Look, I know what I told Dick and I’m guessing you found out one way or another,” she waited for the red-haired woman’s acknowledgement before continuing. “Which means the kid’s probably let Bruce know about that conversation he and I had a few months ago.” She sighed. “The only thing dumber than not giving Bruce some warning before he gets up here would be,” she took a deep breath, “would be if I tried to force answers out of him today about where he saw… us… in the future.”
A squeal from the jogging stroller interrupted them and Selina bent down with a smile to unharness her daughter. “Someone noticed she wasn’t the center of attention,” she said. “Come on.” She reached in. “Come on up.”
“She’s adorable,” Barbara exclaimed. “Can I…?”
Selina grinned. “Oh, sure. Just, better take your glasses off. She’s at that grabby age.”
Barbara complied, sliding the case into the pocket of her shirt. Selina passed the baby over. Helena gurgled and wrapped her pudgy arms around Barbara’s neck.
“Ooof! Hi, there, you!” She smiled down at Helena as the baby reached for a tendril of her hair. “She’s really good with strangers,” she praised, as she gently uncurled the tiny fingers.
“I’ve been doing everything I can to socialize her,” Selina laughed. “Anyway,” she said, sobering, “at some point, Bruce and I are going to have to sit down and discuss… us… and Helena, and the extent of his involvement or lack of involvement. But today is not the right day for it. So, I guess I figured it would be best if Bruce had a chance to meet Helena without thinking that I was scrutinizing his every move. I should head out before he gets…”
The door swung open. From the expressions on both men’s faces, it was clear that they’d been standing outside the door for a few minutes. Dick looked away. “We didn’t plan to eavesdrop,” he mumbled. “We just nee…” He broke off as Bruce gave him a hard stare. “Sorry.”
“I needed a minute before I came in,” Bruce admitted. “It’s… good to see you again.”
Selina took a step toward him. “You too,” she said softly. She advanced until she stood an arm’s length from him, then reached out and took hold of his shoulders. “I missed you.”
Bruce closed his eyes. He didn’t advance, but he didn’t pull away either. After a moment, he placed his own hands around her waist.
Barbara occupied herself with the baby, while Dick carried Bruce’s small overnight bag into the spare bedroom.
“I almost wish we had some music,” Selina whispered. “This reminds me of the time we danced at Chester Sandrington’s New Year’s gala.”
Bruce shook his head. “Not necessary.” ‘Not conducive to self-control’ was more to the point. Hesitantly, he pulled her toward him. Her hands slid easily to his shoulder blades as she rested her cheek against his chest.
After a moment, he relaxed his arms and the two moved apart. Helena gurgled, prompting a startled laugh from Barbara.
Selina moved to reclaim her daughter. “Did you want to hold her?” She asked.
Bruce managed a nod. “She won’t cry if I do?”
“No, Helena’s pretty good about meeting new people,” she laughed. “Here.”
And suddenly the baby was in his hands. Bruce looked directly into a pair of familiar blue eyes in a face framed by curly dark hair. The coloring was his, but the coolly appraising, faintly quizzical expression was pure Selina. “Hello, there,” he said softly.
Helena cocked her head, apparently sizing him up. Then without warning, she giggled, seized hold of his nose, and squeezed.
“Hey!” Bruce sputtered as the two women dissolved into laughter.
Helena seemed to take his reaction as an invitation to place her other hand in his mouth and explore his teeth. Her smile never waned.
“What are you trying to…” Bruce wondered why he was fighting his own laughter.
“Need some help?” Selina asked.
Yes. Batman needs to be rescued from a ten-month-old. “I can handle it,” he tried to say. The words were muffled, however, thanks to the tiny fingers now pinching his lips. Helena seemed positively fascinated by his face. Feeling more than a little foolish, Bruce held her gently at arm’s length, wondering why the thought hadn’t occurred to him initially. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see Dick standing, facing the wall, shoulders shaking.
“I’ll just leave you two alone to get to know each other,” Selina laughed. She squeezed Bruce’s shoulder. “We’ll talk later,” she promised. “When you’re up for it.”
She bent down to kiss the baby’s cheek. “See you later, Darling.”
As the door closed behind her, Barbara rolled forward. “I should have said it right when you walked in,” she said, “but ‘Welcome’.” She motioned toward the bedrooms. “Let me show you what we’ve fixed up for you…”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:31:26 GMT -5
They’d outdone themselves, Bruce had to admit. They’d either taken the quilt from his bedroom at the Manor, or found one exactly like it. Dick—he imagined that it had been Dick—had brought over some of his clothes and personal effects. He picked up the photo of his parents on their wedding day. Dick had made the frame at summer camp when he was eleven. Bruce ran a finger gently over the scrollwork. Dick had opted for acorns at the corners with a vine motif around the edges.
He walked over to the window and pushed back the draperies. There were no bars. Good. From this vantage point, he had a clear view of Robinson Park. He smiled. It wasn’t quite home, but it was a far cry from Arkham. It was… comfortable.
Still smiling, he pulled open the bedroom door and went back to the living room.
Helena was sitting in her playpen, chewing seriously on a cloth book. Interesting aromas were coming from the kitchen. He blinked. Was Barbara baking bread? She seemed to be. And he thought he smelled apple pie, too.
He scooped up Helena, book and all, and followed the fragrance.
Barbara was sitting at the table, dicing tomatoes. “Hi!” She said, looking up. “I really hope you like bruschetta, because I needed to do something with these tomatoes. The pie comes out in about ten minutes, and then I was going to start on the chicken.” She gestured vaguely toward the counter by the sink where Bruce could see the poultry soaking in a bowl of water.
“Dick’ll be back soon. He’s meeting Roy for coffee downtown, and then he’s going to pick up Cass at the library.”
Bruce blinked. “Cassandra? Library?”
She nodded. “She’s got her ABC’s down, but she’s finding it difficult to remember all the phonetic rules. Then she discovered that if she’s listening to an audio book, she can follow along in the print version a little better. It’s slow going, but she keeps plugging.” Barbara smiled. “I’m proud of her.”
White foam started to leak out from under the lid of a pot on the stove. The burner hissed as the liquid hit.
“Ohhhhh!” Barbara wheeled over and quickly shut off the element. She used a potholder to lift the lid. “It’s okay,” she sighed. “I forgot to turn the soup down to simmer before I covered it. No harm done.”
She replaced the lid and turned the burner back on—at a lower temperature, Bruce presumed. “Barbara,” he said hesitantly, “I really appreciate what you’re doing, but you didn’t have to go to all this trouble.”
“It’s no trouble,” Barbara countered. “I’ve seen how they’ve been feeding you in Arkham.”
Bruce didn’t return her smile.
She let out a slow breath. “Look. Next time we can send out for pizza or something. I’ve just been living on takeout all week, and I figured as long as I was going to cook, I might as well go for the gusto.” She tore off several sheets of paper towel and began to take the chicken pieces out of the bowl and pat them dry.
He relaxed as Helena snuggled against his shoulder. “I understand. And thanks.” He smiled down at the baby. “You do realize that if this was an attempt to impress me, you’ve more than accomplished that.” He grimaced. “I can’t manage a tuna salad.”
“Oh, come on!” Barbara laughed. “How can anyone ruin tuna salad? The timer went off and she rolled back to the oven to take out the pie. She glanced quickly at the open cookbook before adjusting the temperature control.
“Tim asked me the same question,” Bruce admitted. “Immediately before sampling some of mine.”
“Oh.” Barbara thought for a moment.
Helena began to squirm.
“Maybe you should put her back in the playpen,” Barbara suggested. “She can’t really crawl around in here—she’d be in the way.”
Bruce looked at the baby and smiled again. “I suppose,” he said reluctantly.
He returned to the kitchen a moment later as Barbara was setting a large roasting pan on the table.
“Could you give me a hand with something?”
Bruce nodded. “No problem. What?”
“I’m a little pressed for time,” she admitted. “I need another pair of hands. Could you please measure out two cups of rice and just put it in the bottom of the roasting pan for me? Cups are over on the side, there.”
He hesitated. “You know I can’t cook. Not ‘don’t’. Can’t.”
“I’m not asking you to boil the rice,” she sighed. “Just measure out two cups. If it’s a little over or under, it’s no big deal.”
It sounded simple enough. He complied.
“Thanks,” she said. “Maybe,” she admitted, “I did want to impress you… just a little bit. Oh, could you dump the chicken pieces in the pan, too, please?”
Bruce nodded. “No problem. And I meant it before, there was no need.”
“Maybe not on the culinary front,” Barbara agreed as she attacked fresh oregano with a mezzaluna. “Argh. I don’t believe this. Third shelf in the pantry, can you take one of those boxes of onion soup mix and just pour both envelopes into the pan? Thanks.” She hesitated. “I know you never really approved of my being with Dick.”
Bruce paused in the act of tearing open the second envelope. “I disapproved when he was seventeen and you were twenty. If you ponder the situation, I’m sure you’ll understand why.”
“And after?”
“After?” Bruce frowned. “I don’t…”
Barbara felt her hands begin to sweat. Maybe she shouldn’t have brought this up. “When Dick first told you we were going out… your reaction was a bit… well…” Lacking? Unenthusiastic, perhaps? “I thought I’d gotten beyond needing your approval by now, but maybe at the back of my mind, I thought that if I could… wow you with a meal, then...” She shook her head. “It sounded a lot less stupid before I said it out loud. Could you open one of the big cans of mushrooms? On the pantry door, second shelf from the top? Can opener’s in the drawer under the microwave. They go in the pan, too, liquid and all.”
He placed a hand on her shoulder. “I had no idea,” he said quietly. “If I had disapproved, I would have said so. It didn’t occur to me that…” He shook his head. “No excuses. It should have. There are things I’m not good at saying, but I should have tried.” Without another word, he trotted over to the drawer and retrieved the can opener. He opened the mushroom can over the roaster and poured the contents in.
“Bend down,” Barbara ordered abruptly.
“I beg your pardon?”
“I can’t hug you when you’re towering over me. And right at this moment, I think I’d like to. Now bend.”
Expression unreadable, he stooped to allow the embrace.
“That’s better,” she said. “And, you’re going to get thoroughly sick of hearing this by the time the weekend’s out, but I’m really glad you’re here. Now get up before Dick comes back and gets the wrong idea,” she laughed.
Bruce rose immediately. He seemed a bit more at ease, though. “I… if my being here poses a problem at some point, and you’d rather I not stay, I’ll understand.”
It was on the tip of her tongue to tell him not to be silly, but she knew him. More importantly, she knew that he knew her. He wouldn’t accept some meaningless statement about not posing a problem. “I’ll take it under advisement,” she said. “But really, I think I can handle it. Could you fill the big measuring cup with water to the 1-quart-mark and just pour that into the pan, too? Thanks.”
As Bruce complied, she opened the oven door. “Great, now if you’ll just put the lid down and slide it into the oven, that should do it.” She grinned. “You’re going to have to learn to cook one of these days,” she said, closing the door. “I mean, you can’t live on takeout. Rent Fast Food Nation, if you don’t believe me.” She set the timer for an hour.
Bruce shook his head. “It’s not a good idea,” he said.
“Well,” she said, “I’m not saying you need to be able to make a soufflé, but I’m sure you could start with something a little more basic. Maybe something along the lines of the chicken and rice we’re having tonight.”
“I don’t think s…” Bruce was about to utter another protest. All at once his jaw dropped. He jerked his head in the direction of the oven, eyes wide.
Barbara nodded, eyes gleaming. “You start by putting two cups of rice in a roasting pan…”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:37:07 GMT -5
“Reassembling?” Dick echoed. “And they want…”
“Both of us,” Roy confirmed.
“I’m honored, but I can’t leave Gotham.”
The archer shrugged. “I knew you were going to say that, Robbie, but I promised I’d ask. Seeing as I was able to talk you into joining the Outsiders, Hal thought I might have better luck than he would with you.”
He rubbed his hands together as though wiping them clean. “So, I asked and you said ‘no’. Now that that’s out of the way… can I bounce something off you?”
Dick’s eyes narrowed. “If it’s a rubber arrow, Lian’s going to find out all about the time her Daddy dressed up as the Easter Bunny.”
“That was for charity, Batboy.” Roy muttered. “Anyway, no. I’m serious. The Outsiders need a leader.”
Dick opened his mouth to protest.
“And I don’t mean you. If you’re not joining the JLA, you’re not going back to them. But that still leaves the slot open.” He sighed. “I asked Katana. She turned me down outright. Of the rest of the team… I can’t even think of someone with the potential, let alone the experience.”
Dick took another sip of coffee. “I know what you mean. Even after all this time, they’re not a team the way the Titans were.” He set the mug down. “So you need a leader. Someone used to working with a lot of strong independent personalities, who isn’t going to be intimidated by someone like Grace throwing a tantrum. Somebody who’ll be able to earn their respect pretty early in the game.”
Roy nodded. “Donna’s still subbing for Wonder Woman. If Harrier were older, I’d consider it, but I don’t see Metamorpho or Katana taking him seriously. Dinah’s joining the League, so she’s out. I asked Helena if she wanted to take the reins again, and she said something about it being hard enough for her to stick to the Bat-clan’s no-killing policy as it was.”
Dick laughed at that. “I guess that leaves Cyborg, then,” he grinned. “Think the Titans can manage without him?”
“I was wondering about that,” Roy admitted. “The thing is, when the Teen Titans got started, we were a few years younger than most of the current roster, and we didn’t have a mentor-in-residence. I don’t think the new team needs one either at this point. And if they do get into a bind, well, if Tim’s in charge, he’s going to call you. If you’re not available, he’ll either turn to the Outsiders or the League. He’s not a reckless kid, and he knows when to ask for help. With that in mind, I don’t think it would be that big of an issue if Vic were to move on.”
Roy had a point. Dick steepled his fingers. “Have you spoken to either of them yet?”
“Nah, I wanted your spin, first.” He grinned. “So?”
“The Outsiders will respect Vic,” Dick said slowly. “If he could direct a group of half-trained adolescents with hormones and/or meta powers, he can handle a group of hostile adults with attitude and/or meta powers. And there’s no question that Tim can manage the Titans. The real question is whether either of them will want to move up and on.”
Roy carved off another morsel of devil’s food cake with his fork. “And?”
“They will. They’ll soul-search a bit, maybe turn you down initially, but they’ll do it.” He downed the last of his coffee. “Congrats on the League membership,” he said extending his hand. “They knew what they were doing when they asked you.”
“Yeah, right,” Roy scoffed, taking the hand. “They only invited me to bring you onboard.”
“You don’t believe that anymore than I do, Bowhead.” He said. “Anyway, I have to go meet Cass. Give my best to Lian.”
“Will do. Oh, and if you could say ‘Hi’ to Bruce for me without making me sound drippy, go for it.”
“Sure.”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:38:01 GMT -5
Dick knew something was up. He hadn’t been trained by the best for nothing. He’d noticed that Bruce seemed more than a little apprehensive as the afternoon wore on and Barbara put dinner in the oven to reheat. Gordon arrived. Bruce greeted him almost absently, before resuming his brooding.
“He’s fine,” Barbara said in response to Dick’s inquiry. “Trust me.”
Dick raised an eyebrow. “I know that look,” he said. “That’s the ‘I know something you don’t know’ look.”
Barbara began to smile. Dick looked about, more than a little nervously. “Um… how much longer until you get the ‘Dick I need to tell you something’ look?”
“The only thing I have to tell you right now, FBW,” she said, “is how much I love you.” She leaned forward as Dick bent down.
“Get room!” Cass called from the other room, shattering the moment.
Barbara sighed. “We need a door for this kitchen. Set the table?”
Dick nodded, and moved toward the silverware drawer. “By the way, the unit directly above us is going up for sale, available first of March. Is that something that Herr Fledermaus might want to purchase on Oracle’s behalf?”
Her eyes lit up. “Well, it’s definitely more convenient than the cave,” she grinned. “And probably less prone to police searches than this unit would be.” She punched his arm lightly. “You never know when Gotham’s Finest are going to turn up here with a few questions for Nightwing, after all…”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:39:46 GMT -5
Dick raised a forkful of chicken to his lips wondering why Bruce was watching him. And why Bruce was pretending not to. It couldn’t be that he didn’t trust Barbara’s cooking. He’d downed the soup with gusto. With a mental shrug, Dick ingested the mouthful. It tasted fine. He dug into the rice.
Bruce relaxed visibly. Barbara grinned. “Told you,” she said quietly.
Dick wondered what that was about. “If you were hoping to get two meals out of this,” he said, “forget it. I don’t think there’ll be leftovers.”
Judging by the reactions of the other dinner guests, it was a safe assumption. Cass was reaching for a second drumstick while Gordon had nearly finished his first helping of white meat and visually staking out another.
Bruce cautiously took a bit of the rice. His eyes widened. So did Dick’s for a different reason—Bruce was… he was grinning from ear to ear. Dick hadn’t seen that happen in years.
“Um… Bruce?” He said. “I know Babs is a great cook and all, but it’s just chicken, huh?” He turned to Barbara. “No offense!”
“None taken,” Barbara said immediately. “After all,” she added, her own expression mirroring Bruce’s, “I didn’t make this.”
Dick’s jaw dropped as Barbara burst out laughing. Well, having been trained by the world’s greatest detective—who, up until a moment ago, Dick could have sworn was also the world’s worst cook—it wasn’t hard for him to deduce who was actually responsible for the main course. He recovered quickly. “Bruce? Whoa. Color me seriously impressed.” He took another bite. It was still fine. Would wonders never cease?
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:44:09 GMT -5
Bruce tried not to show emotion as the clock hit seven. He tried not to look next to the phone by the door, where the transmitter sat receiving the signal from his ankle monitor. That was it. The curfew was in effect. He was a prisoner here for the next twelve hours. He hadn’t expected to mind so much. It wasn’t as though he would have made plans for this evening, had he not been ordered to observe that restriction. But, of course, he had been ordered to do so. He took another bite of the rice. Well, he was stuck here, but…
“Shouldn’t you be getting ready to head out, Dick?” He asked.
Dick shook his head. “Nah, I’m off tonight. Selina and Holly are filling in, and the Titans are lending a hand. It’s been pretty quiet lately, anyway.”
Bruce frowned. “I don’t need a babysitter.”
“I know. I wanted to be here this weekend. If it’s really bad, they know they can call.”
“That’s not the point.”
“Just what is the point, Bruce?” He asked wearily. “It can’t be that I’m abandoning the city, because I’m not. If you’re feeling a little crowded, I’m sorry. I’ll head into the other room and give you some space. I can’t be Batman tonight—GCPD knows you’re out of Arkham. They see me in the suit, they’ll keep stopping me thinking I’m you. I won’t get anything done.”
“The monitor will confirm my whereabouts.”
Dick raised an eyebrow. “You really think they’ll believe you couldn’t figure a way around that?”
Bruce was silent.
“As far as Nightwing is concerned,” Dick continued, “in case your ice cream run didn’t hammer the point home a couple of months ago, you’ve got a lot of friends on the force. And I don’t feel like fielding their questions about why I’m out there when you’re back here. It already started this afternoon.” He looked at the dark-haired young woman seated across from him. “Back me up, Cass. You remember? When we were leaving the library?”
Cass nodded. “Officer Harper. New at Central. Wanted to know why you weren’t with us.” She said, pointing at Bruce. “Said son should be with father at time like this.”
Bruce glowered. “That is nobody’s business but ours. I want you to go out there tonight, Dick. That’s an order.”
“Sorry, Bruce,” Dick said quietly. “Nothing doing. I’m staying in tonight. It’s what I planned for, what I’ve made the necessary arrangements for, and…” He hesitated. “And the truth is, I agree with the cops on this one. I do belong here tonight. It’s more than me wanting to spend as much time as I can with you this weekend, although yes, that’s a major part of it.”
Dick took a deep breath. Inwardly, he was shaking, but his voice stayed firm. “Look. Even though the subject doesn’t come up often, we all know that what we do can be dangerous. You taught me everything I didn’t already know from my circus days, and it should be more than enough… but Bruce? If it isn’t… if I were to go out after this discussion, and something were to go wrong… I know what that would do to you, and I’m sorry, but there is no freaking way that I am taking that chance on your first night here!”
His voice had risen on the last sentence. As soon as the words were out of his mouth he knew that he had gone too far.
Bruce went deathly pale. Without another word he pushed his chair away from the table and stalked into the guest bedroom. The door slammed behind him.
Dick slumped. “That really could have gone better,” he mumbled.
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:46:01 GMT -5
In his room, Bruce flung himself down on the bed still seething as he mentally replayed what Dick had said to him. How dared he? Gotham came first. It always took precedence. How could Dick have even considered that Bruce would accept anything less?
And if he did go out tonight at your insistence, and something did happen?
Bruce tried to squelch that thought. There was always a certain amount of risk involved in what they did. Dick would be fine, like he always was.
And if he wasn’t? If Joker shot him tonight? Or if a building exploded and he found himself lying in an alley with a broken leg? Or in a coma… or worse?
Bruce bit his lip. If something like that had happened… he’d never forgive himself, no matter how much anybody tried to convince him it wasn’t his fault.
He rolled over, burying his face in the pillow. Someone had fluffed it, he realized with a pang. They’d done everything they could to make him feel at home. And at the first opportunity, he repaid them… how? His hands were sweating. This weekend was a mistake. It was too soon. He wasn’t ready yet. All he was doing was making everyone around him miserable. They didn’t deserve that. He shouldn’t be disrupting their lives. No, his mind was made up. Tomorrow morning, he’d ask Dick to drive him back to Arkham. That was probably the best solution. He could try this experiment again in a month or two when he was better equipped to deal with it…
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:48:50 GMT -5
Bruce didn’t remember having closed his eyes, but when they inched open again, the sky was significantly darker than it had been when he had stormed in here. It was probably after midnight. The others were likely still awake, he realized, but he didn’t feel up to facing them at the moment. He couldn’t fall back asleep, though.
In the end, it was Helena’s wailing that got him off the bed, and sprinting to open the bedroom door. The light from the hallway stabbed his eyes when he did, and he closed them reflexively.
A moment later, when they had adjusted, he made his way back toward the living room.
The cries broke off abruptly as Bruce entered. Jim was just settling down on the sofa with the baby on his lap. She was sucking contentedly on a bottle of juice. Jim smiled down at her.
The smile remained as he looked at Bruce. “I was just about to get another piece of that pie when she woke up,” he said. “Do you want to join me?”
Bruce started to demur.
Gordon stopped him. “You missed out on it earlier,” he added, making it sound like a criminal offense. At Bruce’s reluctant nod, he smiled. “Good choice.”
“Where is everybody?” Bruce asked.
“Well,” Gordon said, “Barbara’s out monitoring the Titans—I understand she’s got an office not far from here. Cassandra left after supper. I imagine she’s doing whatever she normally does with her nights.” He chuckled. “For the life of me, I can’t remember whether I’m supposed to know the specifics, yet. Dick said to tell you that he wouldn’t mind some company if you wanted to join him out on the balcony.”
Bruce sat down. “Maybe after.” Gordon was here awfully late. “Are you living here now?”
Gordon shook his head. “No, no. Either one of the kids will give me a lift back later, or I’ll drive home myself when it’s light out.” He laughed. “Too many late nights got to be habit-forming after awhile, I suppose.”
Bruce nodded. He understood that. In fact, that might work out rather well… “If you head out in the morning,” he asked, “would you mind giving me a lift back to Arkham on your way?”
The older man’s eyebrows drew together. “Any reason for wanting to cut this short?” He handed Helena to him. “I’m going to get that pie.”
Bruce took the baby gently. “After what happened tonight…” he began to say.
“Just what did happen tonight, Bruce?” Jim strode to the ’fridge to retrieve the dessert. “You two had a disagreement, but nothing so bad that the pair of you aren’t on speaking terms.”
“I’m reverting to type,” Bruce tried to explain. “As soon as things don’t fall into place the way I expect, I’m back to barking orders.” He rocked the baby absently. “Maybe in a month, things will be—”
Gordon’s exclamation was both pointed and unprintable. “I thought the reason behind this weekend was to ease the transition process when you pass that hearing,” he snapped. “Were you really expecting it to go without a hitch?” He paused. “You were, weren’t you?”
He popped the foil pie plate in the oven. “How many other skills did you nail on the first try?” He demanded. “Why in the name of all that’s blasted holy would you think this would be any different?”
Bruce had no answer. Abashed, he looked down at a pair of wide blue eyes. The bottle dropped and slid to his lap. A hand shot up, reaching toward his nose. “Cut that out,” he protested, stifling a laugh and lifting his head. Undaunted, the baby patted his cheek.
Gordon chuckled. “Looks like I’m not the only one who feels like slapping you sometimes,” he said. “Listen, Bruce, things are going to look better in the morning if they don’t already. Have the pie. Then get some sleep. Nobody here wants you back in Arkham, including you.” As Bruce started to interrupt, Gordon plowed on. “If you really wanted to go back early, you wouldn’t be trying to get a ride from me. All you need to do is open the front door and take the elevator down to street level. You’d be back in your cell so fast you’d think you used one of those… those… those Thanagarian boom tube whatchamacallums.”
Bruce conceded the point. “Still… my being here does present a certain amount of friction,” he said.
“So does mine,” Jim shot back. “Parents tend to have that effect.” He sighed. “Dick’s on the balcony,” he reminded him. “Why don’t you ask him what he thinks about your presence here?”
He moved to take the baby. Bruce surrendered her reluctantly. “The pie will keep,” he said. “Go on.”
Bruce rose to his feet. He knew that Jim was right about Dick. More than that, he knew that he’d been out of line earlier, and he wanted Dick to know it too.
He got as far as the balcony door before he froze, his hand on the knob. Someone else was out there, too.
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:51:36 GMT -5
“Almost feels like I never left,” Tim said. “Except that Harrier doesn’t have any name recognition to trade on in these parts.”
Dick grinned. “Give it time.”
The cowled figure shook his head. “Midterms start up in a couple of weeks. I don’t know if I’ll be able to get back here until May, when I’m done with the semester.” He sighed. “It’s not high school anymore. I can’t coast the way I used to.” He paused a moment before he added, “and I’m pulling a C-plus in criminology.”
Dick gaped at him. “How is that even possible?”
“You tell me.” His disgust was palpable. “The prof wants everything done his way and woe betide you if you deviate…”
“And that mindset is something new to you?”
Tim didn’t return the smile. “His way happens to be wrong. Or incomplete. We had a quiz last week—that’s actually one plus to this course: not everything hangs on the final exam. I knew every single answer. Except that more than twenty per cent of what I wrote wasn’t in the textbook. So he marked me down.”
Dick let out a low whistle. “Yikes.”
“Tell me about it.” He pushed back the cowl. In the moonlight, his face concealed by nothing more than a domino mask, he suddenly seemed more like the boy Dick had met over five years earlier, and less like the adult he’d since become. “I wish I had Barbara’s photographic memory. Between my other classes and the Titans, I haven’t got time for the text.” He sighed. “Sorry. Just venting. I mean, a C-plus in criminology?” He grimaced. “And it doesn’t help that it’s a five-credit course. A C-plus there is almost like getting two C-plusses, as far as my GPA is concerned.”
“Uh-huh.”
The younger man sighed. “By the way,” he said, brightening, “thanks for the vote of confidence with the Titans. Vic said you told him you knew I was up to the challenge.”
Dick placed a hand on Tim’s shoulder. “That shouldn’t be news to you. It’s not like you haven’t been leading in the field before this.”
“I know. But given the way I blasted Bruce before I left Gotham… I wasn’t sure if you’d trust me to keep my head on straight under pressure.”
“Because of what you said to him?” Dick asked. “You didn’t rack up any brownie points with me, true. But if losing your temper with Bruce disqualified you for leadership, I wouldn’t have been running the Titans in my day.” He grinned. After a moment, Tim returned the smile.
“Thought they squeezed you out after awhile.”
Dick gave him a cuff on the ear. “Smartass.”
Tim chuckled briefly, then sobered. “How did it go tonight?”
“On the whole?” Dick asked. “Pretty well. Did you want to come in? I can see if he’s still up.”
Tim appeared to be thinking it over. “Maybe next time,” he said finally.
“Tim…”
“I don’t hate him, okay?” The youth snapped. “But everything’s mixed up. Like if I try to pretend the past didn’t happen, am I… being disloyal to Steph’s memory? And no… I don’t honestly believe that. Part of me wants to forgive him. Maybe I already have, I don’t know. But right now… right now, from what you’ve been saying, he’s going to need our support. And the way things are, I don’t know if I’m the best person to call on for that.”
He ran a gloved hand through his hair. “I… tell Bruce I said ‘Hi’. And tell him I’m glad he’s doing better. And that I’ll try to write to him when I’ve got more of a handle on my study time. And…” He pulled up his hood, concealing his face in shadow once more, “nothing,” he finished. “I’ll tell him the rest myself one of these days.”
Dick seemed about to protest. But all he said was, “Take care of yourself, little bro’.”
As the younger man swung out of sight, Dick relaxed his posture. Without turning around, he said, “I’m actually kind of glad you heard that.”
“You knew I was there,” Bruce stated.
Dick allowed a faint hint of smugness to creep into his voice. “Naturally.” He turned to face the older man. “It’s a beautiful night. Did you want to sit out here for a bit?” In the illumination provided by the floodlight above him, his breath was visible in the cold air. “I can wait while you grab your jacket,” he added.
Bruce shook his head. “Not this time.” He gestured in the direction that Tim had gone. “He’s growing up.”
“Yep. He calls himself ‘The Harrier’, these days. San Francisco’s getting to be famous for him.” He sighed. “If you recall, you and I went through about a year and a half when we weren’t on speaking terms. We patched things up. You and Tim will too.”
The older man looked away, unwilling to concede the point. “Let’s go inside.”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:52:36 GMT -5
A few minutes later, three generations of crime-fighters were seated around the kitchen table, mugs of herbal tea and plates of pie and ice cream before them.
“About earlier,” Bruce ventured.
Dick grinned. “Yeah, that chicken was great.”
“I appreciate what you’re trying to do,” Bruce shook his head, “but…” He looked away. “I should have appreciated what you were attempting to do earlier.”
Dick cut another piece of pie. “No worries.” He paused. “Um… that was just an expression.”
“I know.” Bruce added another spoon of softening ice cream, and watched as white rivulets pooled slowly on the still-warm pie. “I’m…” He drew a deep breath. “You were right. I was wrong.”
Dick’s jaw dropped. Even Jim looked stunned. “Bruce, I…” To cover his stupefaction, the younger man quickly popped a morsel of pie into his mouth. By the time he’d swallowed it, he had recovered enough to say, “I guess it had to happen sooner or later.” He paused. “Thanks.”
Bruce relaxed visibly. He downed a sip of tea. “I’ve been out of the loop,” he said, “but even in my… situation, word reached me about Batman’s activities. You have a handle on things, and it isn’t my place to second-guess you. Not now.”
“Yeah, well,” Dick placed a hand on Bruce’s forearm. “I’m still doing things mostly the way you did. The only major changes I’ve implemented have more to do with stress management…”
Unnoticed, Gordon got up, slipped on his coat, and went out to the balcony. He spared a smile for the baby, now sleeping in the playpen. In Gordon’s estimation, at times like these, it was best to withdraw. After all, there were some specifics about their crime-fighting activities that he still didn’t think he needed to know.
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:54:26 GMT -5
Selina came back an hour later. She left with Helena in tow, promising to see Bruce again the next time. Barbara returned shortly afterwards, stopping in the kitchen to put on a fresh pot of coffee before driving her father home. She loved the freedom of having her customized van. It came in handy every so often.
The two men were so deep in conversation that they barely noticed. Bruce had been half-expecting, and half-dreading that Dick was about to bring up every missed school event, every cold shoulder, every blow that Bruce had inflicted on the younger man’s ego—wittingly or otherwise. Once again, Dick had surprised him.
“I think I’ve pretty much gotten that bit sorted out,” he said. “I mean, if there’s anything you want to discuss, that’s fine… but, I guess while I was taking charge of Gotham, and of,” he flushed, “of your medical interests, and so on, I kind of accepted some responsibility for my own messes, instead of chalking them up to you.” He smiled ruefully. “Truth be told, I was in a big one, right before you got arrested.”
Bruce nodded. “I know about Blockbuster.” He hadn’t known how to broach the subject at the time. He still wasn’t sure that this was the best way. Once said, however, those four words could not be unsaid.
Dick bit his lip, and studied the surface of the table for a moment. When he looked up again, his eyes were clear. “I wondered about that,” he admitted. “I wish I’d known then. It might have made things easier.” He sighed. “Or not. I guess there’s really no way to be sure. I’m sorry I let you down, though.”
Bruce shook his head. “You never did.” He held up his hand. “Hear me out. I wasn’t there. I don’t know the details. They aren’t important. I do know you. And I know that you would have to have been at your breaking point to act as you did.” His eyes sought Dick’s and held them with a blinding intensity. “Everything that you’ve done since then—tells me that what happened with Desmond was an aberration.” He shook his head again. “There are a few people who can fall into an abyss… and climb out again. I’ve never dared to find out whether I was one of them.” He sighed. “And I wish I could have spared you that self-knowledge.”
Dick absorbed that. He nodded faintly. “Thanks. I… worked things out on my own. Had to. I didn’t know when you’d be in a position to forgive me, but somewhere along the line, I forgave myself.” Not everybody got the chance to face his demons a second time. Not everybody vanquished those demons. One night, on a staircase in a warehouse, Dick had. “I haven’t forgotten,” he hastened to add. “I never will. But I’ve moved on from that point.”
Bruce squeezed his shoulder. “Good,” he said firmly. He drew a deep breath. Whether Dick still needed to hear it or not, Bruce still felt that there was something he had to say. “I want you to know,” he said, “that at no time, regardless of anything I might have said or given you reason to think in the past, did you ever fail me. If there was ever a person you let down, it was yourself.” He allowed himself a wistful smile. “While I, on the other hand…”
The ‘Grayson grin’ was suddenly back in full force. “Pot. Kettle. Give yourself a break. What? I’m the only one around here who’s allowed to mess up?” He shook his head. “You can find a million reasons to let me off the hook—even if I don’t need them anymore—and it’s still appreciated, don’t misunderstand. Can you tell me why it is, though, that you can’t let yourself find even one reason to cut yourself a little slack?”
Bruce leaned forward. “It’s not the same thing.”
“Why not?”
…
The lavender hues of sunrise were shifting more toward pink when Bruce finally headed back to his room. It felt as though he and Dick had cleared enough air between them to eliminate the city’s smog problems. They hadn’t resolved everything, true, and likely never would, but it was a start. A strong one.
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:56:29 GMT -5
“Did you ever get around to answering his question?” Alex asked. The doctor’s hands were steepled before him, fingertips extended toward Bruce.
Bruce shook his head. “There was no answer that I could give that he would accept.” He met Alex’s gaze directly. “That’s the crux of the matter. Isn’t it?”
Alex waited. After a moment, Bruce dropped his eyes again.
“He doesn’t understand. Commanders bear responsibility not just for their own actions but for those of the people under their command. They are always… always held to a more exacting standard.”
Alex nodded, but he was frowning as though he didn’t quite comprehend.
Bruce continued. “Batman is a vigilante. He reports to nobody.” Jim came close sometimes. Or… Alfred. Bruce squelched the thought. “I set protocols,” he winced at the word, “not just for those who join me, but for myself as well. If I don’t have ground rules, the risk of… of falling into the abyss is too great. But I, more than the others, have to abide by those standards. If I were to bend them once, there would be a temptation to bend them again in the future. Better not to take that step.”
Alex’s frown deepened. “I’m puzzled,” he admitted. “In our past sessions, you’ve mentioned that you regret that your son seems to hold himself to those same standards. And yet, he’s been leading one team or another since he was thirteen. Why shouldn’t he be so exacting?”
“That’s not the same thing.” Bruce shifted position.
“Okay…” Alex said dubiously. “But I’m a little foggy on where the distinction lies.”
“Because that’s not who he is,” Bruce said finally.
“He’s not a leader?”
Bruce shook his head. “He’s not… aloof.”
“I’ve seen that,” Alex smiled. “But a good leader has to be aloof, right?”
Bruce froze.
“I’m sorry,” Alex said instantly. “I’m just trying to understand. If holding yourself to a higher standard is the price of command, and yet someone whose leadership skills you admire… either doesn’t conform or shouldn’t conform… which one was it, again?”
“He isn’t me!” Bruce snapped. He drew his breath in sharply. His voice dropped almost to a whisper. “Why should he have to make the same mistakes I have?”
For a moment, there was silence. Then, his voice almost as low as Bruce’s had been, Alex asked, “Why should you have to continue to make them?”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 0:59:11 GMT -5
The next weeks passed swiftly. Bruce continued to work with Alex, but the sessions were no longer relaxing. Despite—or perhaps because of—their intensity, Bruce sensed that the counseling was helping him and he forced himself to continue. As painful as this self-examination was, understanding its purpose made the exercise bearable. As the weekend passes became part of his routine, Bruce found himself rehashing with Dick the topics that came up in therapy. He also brought up points that Alex had yet to raise. With Dick, he was able to skip a lot of background detail, and go directly to the heart of the matter. He also found it less painful subsequently, when the same subject came up with Alex.
The lessons in the kitchen continued. One week, Barbara showed him how to prepare a soup. Another week, it was a salad. But no weekend visit passed without Barbara serving some dish that he had helped to create. The results weren’t always perfect, but so far, nothing had been an unmitigated disaster.
“Do you know the difference between ‘company’ and ‘family’?” Barbara asked him once, when tried to forgo the weekly recipe. Without waiting for an answer, she continued, “Family pitches in. So peel and dice those potatoes and pitch them in to that pot on the stove once the water boils.”
Bruce sighed.
“It’s for your own good,” she teased. “What are you planning to do when you’re out of Arkham permanently?”
“I was considering assisting the local economy by bolstering sales for various small businesses and franchises in…”
Barbara shook her head sternly. “The fast food industry has managed just fine for the last couple of years. You’re not that vital for them.” She went back to measuring flour into the bread maker. “Besides, what are you going to do if you’re in disguise and your entire cover hangs on preparing a decent meal?”
“Under those circumstances,” Bruce replied wryly, “I’d tend to narrow my options to solving the case before it became an issue, or asking Clark to provide me with one of his mother’s casseroles.” He paused. “Or asking you for one of yours, for that matter.”
Barbara laughed. “Nice save. It doesn’t get you off K.P., but it’s still a nice one.”
Bruce’s lips quirked in a half-smile as he reached for a potato. “What is this going to be?”
“Depends,” Barbara admitted. “If the potatoes boil just the right amount of time, they’ll be potato salad. If they cook too long, we’ll mash ‘em. And if they’re underdone, we’ll pan-fry them with onion and paprika.”
“Contingency plans?” Bruce raised an eyebrow.
“Hey,” she grinned, “I learned from the best.”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 1:03:11 GMT -5
At the beginning of March, Bruce’s furloughs were extended to two full days per week. He now left Arkham at 6 P.M. on Friday afternoons, returning forty-eight hours later. At that time of day, rush hour traffic could impact his curfew. Bruce knew that as long as he called in to notify his probation officer, all would be well. However, it still rankled him that he had to advise such a person as to his whereabouts. In point of fact, it rankled him to have to apprise anybody as to his whereabouts—but especially a probation officer.
He mentioned as much to Jim, when the older man arrived to pick him up that first Friday.
Jim smiled, a bit too broadly. “Now I know you’re getting better,” he explained. “If the little things are starting to annoy you this much…”
Bruce’s lips twitched. “Point taken.”
“In any case,” Gordon said, as he turned east onto a side street, “we’re going to make it home with time to spare, so it won’t be an issue.”
“Unless there’s a pile up on the Aparo,” Bruce said gloomily, “and the other cars decide to take the same detour that you have.”
Jim shook his head. “That won’t happen. Montoya’s decided to make it her business to see that we get back on time. We’re about to cross Brady-Williams Boulevard. Look out the window. Notice anything?”
Bruce’s eyebrows shot up. Portable barricades—the sort commonly used for crowd control during parades—blocked off the northbound and southbound lanes of the intersection. There were no cars ahead of or behind them.
Jim grinned. “You’ve got friends in some fairly high places. Our route is off-limits to through traffic,” he smirked, “buses excepted, between the hours of five-thirty and seven PM on Fridays. We’ll be home in about a half hour.” Jim chuckled. “Relax.”
Easier said than done, Bruce thought to himself. He was, quite frankly, stunned by this turn of events. “How?” He asked, sounding dazed.
“I guess,” Jim shrugged, “it all came down to politics. Renee’s on friendly terms with a few people at the mayor’s office. She made some calls and…” He let his voice trail off and took his eyes off the road for an instant to glance at his passenger. The only time he’d ever seen that expression grace Bruce’s face had been at the Christmas party over two months ago.
He signaled his left turn onto Repovski Street automatically, despite the absence of other vehicles behind him.
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 1:05:26 GMT -5
Bruce put down the receiver with some measure of irritation. Dick didn’t need to ask how the phone call with Rae had gone. “Did she at least give you a timeframe?” He asked without preamble.
Bruce shook his head. “She said that while these weekend passes are sure to work in our favor when we finally do present our case, right now, it’s still too premature to schedule another hearing.” His shoulders slumped. “She told me in November that it would be at least three months before we’d have a chance. It’s now been almost five.” His eyes narrowed. “Are you positive she’s doing everything she can?”
“Babs is,” Dick said. “Me? I trust her. More importantly, I trust Barbara’s instincts on this one. But if you think we’d do better with another firm, we can do some research and—”
“No,” Bruce interrupted with a sigh. “I investigated Rae thoroughly before I placed her on retainer. I won’t do better.”
“Maybe not,” Dick agreed. “Mind you, when you get right down to it, your situation might not be within her area of expertise. She might be out of her depth.”
“Granted,” Bruce admitted. “Can you name an attorney who wouldn’t be?”
Dick considered. “Well there’s…” No, even if Cecile Horton were still practicing, he doubted she’d drop everything and come in from Central City. And after the way she’d handled Barry Allen’s murder trial a few years back—Dick could still remember Wally ranting to him about her attitude after all this time—there was no way he was about to suggest her.
“Nobody,” Bruce said bleakly. “At this stage, I’m not prepared to break in someone new.” A sad smile flickered and faded. “Part of the reason I hired her was because she didn’t jump at the chance to be on Bruce Wayne’s payroll. She actually hired one of the best private investigators in the state to make sure I didn’t have any skeletons in my closet.”
“Oh, really?”
Bruce nodded. “She’s thorough, she’s ethical, and she’s tenacious. I’m not swapping that for some… some ambulance chaser, whose main ambition is to publish a tell-all book about the thrill of being my lawyer.”
“Don’t flatter yourself,” Dick retorted. “After the first hour or so, the thrill wears off.” He grinned. “You’re not always the easiest person to get along with, you know?”
“Point taken. It’s another reason not to dismiss Rae: if the new person didn’t work out, I doubt she’d return to my case.”
Bruce looked away. “I should be encouraged,” he continued, “that my… leash is getting longer. But…” He spun back to face Dick. “I’m almost there. It’s almost time. Sometimes I think I’m so close to getting free of that place that—”
Dick laid a hand on his shoulder. “Hey.”
Bruce shook it off. “I’m fine!”
“I know.”
His shoulders slumped. “I am fine. Really.” He paused. “I just…” he stopped. “It’s so…” He punched the wall, causing the knick-knacks on the overhead shelf to rattle.
“Bruce.” Dick placed his hand on the older man’s shoulder once again.
This time Bruce left it there. “Give me a minute.”
“Do you want a little privacy?”
The other man appeared to think the matter over. “No. Just… just give me a minute. I…”
Dick gave the shoulder a squeeze. “I’m here.” He hesitated a moment before adding, “And I’m almost as frustrated about this whole business as you are.”
Bruce nodded. “Any… sane person… would be,” he said, covering Dick’s hand with his own.
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 1:07:52 GMT -5
Cass sat cross-legged on the living room floor, facing the playpen, a thin paperback book open on her lap. Inside the enclosure, Helena stood clutching the cushioned rim and babbling happily.
“D… an… Dan,” she read aloud, “and To-ommm… Tom! Dan and Tom grrrab S… amm’s hands.” She stopped. “Dan and Tom grab Sam’s hands,” she repeated more confidently. She leaned forward and reached for a chubby hand. “Like I grab your hand, right?” She asked gently.
Helena squealed and extended her other hand toward Cass.
“You want to come out now?” She asked. “Out?”
Helena’s eyes became saucer-like. She nodded twice.
The young woman sighed, not unhappily. “I take you out, I have to watch you. Means I have to read this later.” She let the book slip to the floor. “So much to be done.” She lifted the baby out, then spun on her knees to face Bruce. She seemed, for all intents and purposes, to be talking to Helena as she continued. “But you don’t care, you just want out now, right?”
Bruce froze.
Cass kept looking down at Helena. “Rule is, I have to finish three pages before patrol and two pages before sleep.” She bounced the baby gently. “I think rule is stupid. Barbara says that’s okay as long as I follow. Says one day I thank her for it.” She grimaced. “Some friend, right?”
She looked up at Bruce. “I want to patrol tonight. Can you take her?”
Bruce held out his arms, smiling as Cass passed Helena forward. “Do you always talk to her like that?” He asked with a faint smile.
Cass shrugged. “She listens. Even if she doesn’t understand. I think I like that more than if she understood but… didn’t listen.” She turned around and looked down to retrieve the book. “If someone won’t listen, then no point saying anything anyway.” She faced him again. “Right?”
Bruce swayed gently back and forth, rocking Helena. “I imagine you heard me in the other room just now,” he said.
“Door was open. I couldn’t help it.” She bit her lip. “Some rules are stupid.”
He nodded.
“You going to follow anyway?”
He nodded again. “But I do appreciate the pep talk.”
Cass blinked. “Pep ta-oh!” She smiled broadly. “Bruce, that was for me. To help me focus. But if it works for you too, then good.”
That was the second time she’d made her point in a way that preserved his dignity. She was developing into quite the diplomat, he realized. He wondered who had been coaching her.
“Your reading seems to be coming along well,” he said.
She beamed at him. “You want to hear more? Sometimes I make mistakes.”
Bruce settled down on the sofa. “Understandable. You’ll improve.”
“I know. Practice makes perfect.” Cass rolled her eyes. “E-ventually.” She sighed dramatically as she flipped back to the proper page. “Tuh-hey… no. Sorry. They. They pu-ull Sam up…” She broke off. “It’s just so… frustrating.”
Bruce nodded. “I can relate.”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 1:09:56 GMT -5
One week later
“Well,” Selina admitted with a laugh, “I have to admit the birthday girl isn’t too young for this, after all.” She watched her daughter gleefully sliding cardboard boxes on the carpet, and tearing brightly colored wrapping paper to shreds. She seemed oblivious to the toys that had been inside the packaging.
Bruce stooped to pick up a green plastic ‘space alien’. “Helena,” he said softly. “Helena!”
Big blue eyes looked up, startled.
Bruce pressed lightly down on the toy’s head and set it on the floor. The little alien beeped and hummed. Its chubby feet took a tottering step forward before it fell on its side. It lay there, burbling cheerfully as the feet churned air.
Helena giggled and dove for the toy, clambering eagerly over the boxes in her way. “Gla?” She asked, grabbing it. She put it down again, watching its feet kick.
Bruce set it upright again. It took another few steps. Helena watched with interest. All at once, she pounced. “DA!” She exclaimed, knocking the alien over again. She looked at Bruce expectantly.
He froze. “What did you say?” He looked around. “Did any of you teach her…?”
Blank stares answered him.
“Da!” She repeated. “Bla ga daladananaNA! Ba-ma-LA!” Helena babbled on, oblivious.
“Right now, it’s just a sound to her,” Selina said. “Of course, if you want her to associate you with that particular sound…” She placed a hand on his arm. “It’s up to you, Bruce. And you don’t have to decide right this second.”
Bruce barely heard her. “Da?” He asked gently as he crouched down so that his face was nearly level with Helena’s. He set the toy upright again. “Da?”
Helena bounced up and down, giggling. “Bababab mamamaMA!” She knocked the toy over again. “Gla!”
He raised his eyebrows. “Gla?” He asked, as though seeking clarification.
“Lo!” She stretched out her arms to him.
“Lo?” Bruce repeated with mock-incredulity as he hoisted her up.
The baby gave a little sigh and lolled her head against his shoulder. “Da.”
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 1:12:34 GMT -5
Sunday Night
“Thanks for the tip about the East Riders, Oracle,” Selina said. Her whip snaked upward, snapping and coiling around a potted plant that was sitting on a second-floor fire escape. A moment later, another gang member was down for the count, surrounded by dry soil and pottery shards. The thug was going to have a major headache when he came to.
“No worries,” the dulcet computerized voice responded. “Plenty of mooks to go around. I don’t mind sharing.”
Catwoman kicked another punk in the abdomen, as she lashed out with her claws toward a third. That one was lucky enough to shrink out of her range fast enough.
“Cute.”
“Yeah, it was…” Abruptly, the synthetic voice gave way to a human one. “Seeing Bruce with Helena the other day.”
She leaped forward, her claws extended to slice open the cheek of another gang member.
“That was something, wasn’t it?” She laughed. “I always thought he’d be good with kids but…” Her tone turned serious. “Hang on a second, Red. Loose end.”
Barbara waited patiently, wincing a bit as she heard the grunts and groans of the remaining ‘Riders.
“All tied up,” Selina announced brightly a moment later. “Where were we?”
“Bruce.”
“Right. Yeah, seeing him in action… Can I ask you something?”
Barbara grinned. “Shoot.”
There was a pause. Then, hesitantly, “Are you… worried about being linked to Dick?”
For a moment, Barbara was too surprised to answer. “Worried?”
“Given that everyone knows about his connection to Bruce, I mean. Does it worry you that your association with him makes you… makes you more of a target?”
Comprehension dawned. Barbara took a deep breath. “I’m used to taking a few risks,” she said carefully. “I have a slew of safety precautions, and I’m always on the lookout for new ones, but at the end of the day…”
“At the end of the day,” Selina blurted, “I’m happy to take those same risks. But I don’t know if I can do that where Helena’s concerned.” She paused. When she spoke again, her voice was carefully controlled. “I told Dick before that it was up to Bruce if he wanted the two of us in his life. It’s what I want. But…” She took a deep breath. “I’m not one of you Justice League types, sacrificing my life to save the planet or some garbage like that. But if it comes down to Helena’s life or my hap—” She bit off the words abruptly. “As if I could be ‘happy’ if G-d forbid something happened to her! G-d! I don’t know what to do. I—Shi—!”
“CATWOMAN!”
Silence. Then, a moment later, “Sorry. My last jump was a little short. Good thing I had my whip or things could’ve gotten messy.” She sighed. “Maybe I should stop worrying about how dangerous having Bruce in my life could be, and re-examine myself a little more.”
Barbara waited until she was sure that Selina was finished. “I don’t know what to tell you,” she admitted. “I mean, I know what I want to tell you. Namely, that I can set you up with the best security system money can’t buy—because half of it isn’t on the market yet. Then, I could remind you that Catwoman has made a few enemies also, and that it’s equally likely that Helena could be targeted because of a caper you pulled off years ago. I could go on to point out that with my father being the commissioner—former commissioner now—as well as Batman’s best friend, I was a target long before I ever started going out with Dick Grayson. All of that’s true.” She took a deep breath. “It’s also true that you have a daughter who is barely one year old. And that no security system is impregnable.”
“So you think that I…”
“What I think isn’t important. Not this time.”
“Which means you think I should keep Bruce in our lives,” Selina stated. “But that I’m not exactly being unrealistic given the risks involved.”
It was now Barbara’s turn to pause. “Correct,” She admitted. “One thing, though. If anything were to happen to Helena, and Bruce found out about it? Do you think for one minute that he wouldn’t find whoever was responsible, no matter where they were hiding?”
Selina nodded to herself. Barbara was right. But then she heard herself asking “But would he find them in time?”
Barbara had no answer.
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 1:16:17 GMT -5
Firefly darted into the shadows when he heard footsteps approaching. He thought he remembered which corridors were under lighter surveillance. They couldn’t thwart him now—he was nearly done.
He held his breath as the orderlies tramped by. Then, after double-checking that the hall was clear, he darted into the stairwell. He emerged, panting, on the third floor. He’d had a busy week, but his preparations were nearly at an end. This was the last device he needed to plant.
His crepe-soled shoes barely audible on the Epoxy flooring as Firefly stole past the administrative offices. In this place, they were sure to be either locked or occupied. No, what he needed was—Perfect! Next to the Men’s room was an unlocked supply cabinet, containing stores of bathroom tissue and paper towels. Safe items. Harmless. Lynns pulled a cell phone out of one pocket, and a wad of plastique out of another. With a speed born of practice, he pried open the phone casing and set about turning the communications device into a rather nasty explosive.
He had it all planned to the last detail. The system was foolproof. Thirty-two cell phones. In two days time, shortly after eleven o’clock at night, as the fireworks festival drew to a close, a routine that he had programmed into the final cell would dial the numbers of two of the other phones. Moments later, two warehouses, which faced each other on opposite sides of the Sprang River would go up in a pyrotechnic extravaganza. Five minutes after the first detonations, the second pair would lend their flames to the display. Five minutes after that—the third. And so on, until, forty-five minutes after the beginning of his display, Arkham would glow—a flaming beacon in the night sky. For once, this dull, dreary, depressing hellhole would brighten the countenances of all that beheld it. It would be glorious. It would be stupendous. It would be—
“What are you doing?”
The thin nasal voice startled him and he quickly shoved the phone into the middle of the neatly-stacked rolls of toilet paper. No! He was so close…
“Who are you?”
Shakily, Firefly turned around.
Jeremiah Arkham sniffed. “Why, Garfield. I must say, I’m surprised to see you here. Came back on your own, did you?” He brandished a long stun baton. “My office, Garfield. I’ll have the orderlies collect you from there.” His eyes narrowed. “What were you doing, poking about in there?”
Lynns didn’t answer.
“No matter,” Arkham sniffed again. “I’m sure security will be able to deal with it momentarily. Shall we?”
Firefly thought furiously. If he could only program this last device, it would all be worth it. He just needed a minute. He let his shoulders slump in apparent defeat as he preceded Arkham down the corridor. As he neared the door to the stairwell, he quickened his pace. Before the administrator could react, the arsonist had pushed open the door and dashed down two flights of stairs. He emerged in the medium security section. Lynns grit his teeth. He didn’t have much time. He had to program the cell phone number into the dialer file. He could worry about the timer later. He pulled out his own personal cell. All the other phone numbers were stored here. The last one was 555-1… what was it? 555-1…
“There he is!” Two guards came charging toward him.
Lynns turned to flee. All at once, he remembered the number! Barely paying attention to where he was going, he typed as he ran. They were gaining on him, but he had the number keyed. Now if he could just…
He pitched forward suddenly as his feet encountered an uneven patch of flooring. The phone slipped out of his hand and Lynns landed heavily upon it. The guards were there immediately.
One of them nudged him with his foot. “Get up. Now.”
Lynns struggled painfully to comply. He managed to rise to one knee, and then reached to retrieve the phone. He blinked. His jaw went slack. No… no, it couldn’t be! When he’d landed on the phone, he’d somehow enabled the program and the phone was now dialing the other numb—
“I said get up!” The guard nudged him again, harder.
Lynns rolled and sprang to his feet. “We have to get out of here! Now, before this place goes up in smoke!” He’d meant to call in an anonymous warning just before he ignited the first warehouses. It wasn’t supposed to happen like this! It wasn’t…
The other guard hauled him up by his shirtfront. “Shut up! Quit raving! Now, we’re going to take a little walk to…”
“Hey!” A voice shouted from further down the hallway. “Look at that! There’s a warehouse fire on the Sprang! Wait a second… there’s two of ‘em!”
“I know, you idiot!” Lynns screamed. “And we’re next! Take me to Doctor Arkham! He’ll believe me! We have to evacuate!” There was still time. If he could just get back to the supply cabinet and disarm the phone. “I want to talk to Arkham!”
The other patients were waking up now, adding their shrieks to his.
“There’s another one!” The voice at the window called.
Lynns froze. Another… but it hadn’t been five minutes yet. It couldn’t have been... “Oh. My. G-d.” He whispered. “They’re going off too soon.” Panic gave him strength. He twisted out of the guard’s grasp, tearing the shirt as he did. He raced back up the stairs. He had to get to the cabinet, FAST!
One floor up, he was just rounding the bend to his destination when he heard an all-too-familiar ring tone. He shrank back in horror. It was too late…
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 1:17:12 GMT -5
In the Scituate—an area once known colloquially as the ‘Sports Quarter’, Batman listened attentively to the conversation coming through over a small transmitter. The tip he’d received from one of his regular sources had been good. The Gotham Knights pitcher was indeed being pressured to throw the upcoming game.
The Dark Knight set his jaw firmly. Protection rackets… blackmail… he had relatively low tolerance for such things.
“Batman!” Oracle’s voice practically shrieked in his ear. “Drop what you’re doing and get to Arkham, stat!”
“What?”
“Turn on the radio. Any station—it doesn’t matter. The warehouse district is in flames and… Batman… so’s the asylum.” Her voice faltered. “Dick… Arkham’s burning as we speak, and I-I haven’t heard any reports yet to confirm who’s made it out.”
Dick felt as though he’d been sucker-punched. “Copy that, Oracle,” he said faintly. “I’m on my way.”
I’m coming, Bruce. Hang on. I’m coming…
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Post by dragonbat on Oct 9, 2007 1:18:01 GMT -5
To be continued!!!!
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